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[24 Oct 2009|06:39pm]
[ mood | hungry ]

Last night I dreamt I was in this huge mansion. It was obvious it was abandoned, there were cobwebs on the ceiling and tiny bones littered across the floor. I remember I was with a little girl and a crow who could talk. Me and the girl were searching for something. We began to explore the house.
The first room we entered was a guest bedroom. It was dark and on the bed there were two skeletons that still looked like they were decaying. I think the skeletons had a bride and groom outfit on because I remember one of them was wearing a veil. We quickly left that room. The next room we came to was a big hallway and a staircase leading to the second floor. And on the right there were two big French doors leading out to a garden in the middle of the house. The girl I was with said she really needed to get to the garden and she left something important out there. I remember how nervous and jittery she was. I began to open the door to the garden when the crow stopped me. He told me there were certain places in the house that we too dangerous. The Garden, The Attic, The Basement, and the Master Bedroom were places we shouldn't attempt to go. The garden doors began to open and close rapidly, like some sort of invisible ghost was moving them.
I felt like I was being pulled out towards the garden, like the wind was trying to push me and the little girl out. I recall trying my hardest to keep the doors shut, but the force of the wind was too strong and I ending up getting pulled outside. Then I woke up after that.

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[21 Oct 2009|10:26pm]
[ mood | confused ]

I'll try to remember this the best I can. I was in a movie theater, watching a horror flick I think. I was extremely frightened; I could recall that wanted to leave several times, because the movie was too gory.
Next I remember I was inside the movie, (it was my point of view) I saw this person in a man-size bird cage. They were locked in talking to someone outside of the cage. The person outside was saying this is your punishment and you deserve this. He was telling the person trapped in the cage that the bars were covered in blood and vomit from the last prisoners in there.
I could see the details of the cage. The bars looked like they were stained and rusting away. The man suddenly looked ill and he vomited all over the bars of the cage. It was very....disgusting.
My point of view was returned to normal and I was sitting back in my seat in the theater. I remember the movie got too much for me to handle after that point so I left the theater. After that I had more dreams, none of which I can remember too well.

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[19 Oct 2009|03:19pm]
[ mood | cold ]

I had a pretty nauseating dream last night. I was in this white room watching this lady about to give birth. Her family was around her, looking concerned and fearful. I remember she was screaming at the top of her lungs. She was in agony. I remember the smell of the room. It was a stale moldy smell, or like sour milk.
Then I remember one of her family members putting her into a bath tub, guess they were going to try a water birth. What happened next made me want to vomit. She got out of the tub screaming and what I thought was a baby came out of her and dropped onto the floor. But it wasn’t a baby, it was one of her organs. The strange thing is this organ has strings wrapped around it, like when you wrap strings around a roast. It was bizarre. The lady giving birth has a look or pure and utter horror on her face.
She started yelling about what was happening to her, but her family said nothing and took the organ away into another room. I remember her laying in the tub again, and all these fluids began to come out of her. I think it was coffee but the smell was sickening. The last thing I remember was her screaming and panicking. I began to think that this lady wasn’t giving birth at all…but that she was dying.

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[18 Oct 2009|09:49pm]
[ mood | cold ]

I dreamt last night I was walking down this sandy pathway almost like a pathway to the beach, except this was in the middle of some forest. There were large oaks lining the pathway. And in the sand there was random jewelry and what look like beach glass.
As I walked further down the pathway it began to get wet like it rained recently. There were muddy puddles everywhere. Then I was in some sort of house, I think in a kitchen, but the floors were still sandy.
There were two peacocks that started talking to me. I don’t remember what they were saying but I noticed they seemed to be missing some tail feathers. Like they were recently plucked out. I asked them if I could pet their feathers for some reason. They let me, the feathers were really soft, like silk almost. After that I left the house and I was looking for missing peacock feathers, but I only found one on the ground. The rest of the dream was blurry don’t remember the rest.

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Dream journal [17 Oct 2009|07:25pm]
[ mood | bored ]

Okie no more ranting emo entires about life and such, I'm converting this into a dream journal. So away we go.

Last night I had the most surreal terrifying dream. I was walking down a long vintage decorated hallway, and it was too dark to make out any details. There were paintings on the wall but I had tunnel vision and couldn’t make out what they were. I keep on waking forward a sort of a slow unsure pace.
At the end of the hallway there was a full length mirror. But I didn't see my own reflection something slowly began to appear, it look like smoke or fog at first but then began to take on the shape of a person. It was a girl wearing a realistic bunny mask. Very “Donnie Darko”- ish. The eye holes of the mask were black and I couldn’t see her eyes.
All of a sudden this girl smiled at me. Not a friendly welcoming smile, but more of a predatory smile a hunger smile. This thing had a huge row of razor sharp teeth and two needle sharp looking fangs. I was frozen, a cold fear seemed to wash over me and I was paralyzed.
This “thing” started coming out of the mirror, the glass seemed to turn into a water substance as this creature began to crawl out. In a split second it lunged at me, I had no time to do anything. The last thing saw was a row of teeth…then I woke up.

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[16 Nov 2008|05:10pm]
[ mood | cold ]

Seriously my comp is going to die RAWrwrwrwrwarararaagagag *panicking*
I need moar carmel fraps that's what I need ;_;. http://failblog.org/
that is amusing, I love people failing more than I do.

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[17 Aug 2008|09:59pm]
[ mood | bored ]

Ok seriously if this storm hits us I'll be pissed, I can't live without my ac rawr...ugh and I keep getting tension headaches thank you scoliosis I love you too. blah blah blah end.

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[05 Aug 2008|03:05pm]
[ mood | bored ]

Yah haven't updated in awhile...yep don't care

soooo you can have MY BIG GAY DANCE!

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[24 Jun 2008|09:17pm]
[ mood | sleepy ]

You know having your wisdom teeth out isn't as bad as I thought it would be, suprisingly the pain isn't so bad, hurts to swallow and that's about it....but god I would kill for solid food now so hungry O_O, but on the bright side the painkillers sure do there job :D

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[08 Jun 2008|04:43pm]
[ mood | drained ]

Ugh so tired...cleaning is exhausting, especially when you do it for 4 hours straight. It made me sad that I had more money today, I was walking around the mall staring at these beatiful clothes and realized that I couldn't afford any of them T_T I need more money and things need to stop being so expensive. Blah but yah house sitting for a week should be fun, then I'll have money to spend, and there animals are so cute :3 two kitties and a miniature grey hound that rings a bell when it has to pee lawl so adorable XD

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[21 May 2008|05:47pm]
[ mood | chipper ]

Now I know why I hate summer...so boring! GAH I really wish I took a summer class, oh well I have to house sit for a week in June yah for $350. Then I'll have money to go out and do stuff hopefully.

I'm like a chameleon....an American chameleon XD I still love Yu-gi-oh lawl

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[13 May 2008|09:07pm]
I had a dream last night that made me miss all my friends, and wish that no none and nothing would ever change.
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[30 Apr 2008|10:58am]
[ mood | annoyed ]

Oh dear god I pray that I passed my math final...I know I missed alot, at least I think I did. School is stressful enough and now I have to take math course over the summer oh joy. I just need a long break from everything and everyone.

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[08 Mar 2008|10:15pm]
[ mood | amused ]


I lawl at religion XD.

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[08 Jan 2008|12:18pm]
[ mood | happy ]

Fuck yah I can legally drive now, XD lol bout time

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[29 Dec 2007|07:23pm]
[ mood | tired ]

Periods suck...major ass
But Super Mario Galaxy is so much fun :3
time to play again ^^

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[26 Dec 2007|07:16pm]
[ mood | happy ]

Even though it didn't feel like Christmas it was still a good one :3 This should come more often than once a year.

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[10 Dec 2007|10:24pm]
[ mood | stressed ]

Oh man these heart palpitations need to stop T_T gah they are so annoying...doctor said they are either from caffeine (which I haven't had in 2 weeks) or stress....I'm guessing stress...I need to chill out, I'm getting so stressed it's affecting my health, oh boy. MWAYGHHHHHHH *headdesk* stupid exams

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[05 Dec 2007|08:45pm]
[ mood | bouncy ]

I love the internets :3 because of this reason
it makes all your troubles go away XD

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[11 Nov 2007|09:56pm]
[ mood | bored ]

It's frustrating I feel like I can't connect with anyone anymore. It's the strangest feeling, it's like weights are holding me back from saying and doing things. There are things I want one minute but then I have no desire to chase after them. Mabye lack of motivation? I need to stop living in my little dream world and wake up mabye then I wouldn't be so damn bored all the time, and probably happier. Or mabye this is just a side effect from the pill, often mood swings...god I hope not.

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